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So I went back and was reading some of my first enteries on this blog and I was sure crazy in those dayz. Lol, someone should have admitted me to a phych ward, lol. No, but seriously I think its good to read what you've written in the past. It shows you how much you've been through and survived and also what it taught you. I'm a different person than I was in those dayz. Those dayz were very hard for me, but I've also gone through even harder times since then and I still have survived. I haven't gotten to the part where I can laugh about my past, maybe I never will be able too, but God will see me through whatever comes my way.

Wow! It's been forever since I wrote on here. (I blame facebook for that) So much has happened since then and so much has changed, but then again there are also a lot of things that are still the same. I have an apartment now and I adopted another kitten so now I have two cats (whom I love both dearly) My sister moved in with me a few months ago as my roommate. I still have the same job, although I was promoted to full time quite awhile ago now so I've definately been keeping busy. I think that's everything. It doesn't sound like a lot to happen in over six months, but it has been a lot looking back on it. But now is the beginning of a new year and I'm sure a lot more changes will happen before the years over. Anyways, hopefully it won't take me another six months for a new entry.

It's been insanely hot here during the past few weeks. You can't imagine how many phone calls I've answered at work, with people wondering if we still have air conditioners in stock (and just so you know, we don't). Plus I've been insanely busy with work, I've been working full time and only having about one day off a week, so I'm a bit tired. It's cooled down a lot today which is a very nice break from the heat.
I 've found an apartment to rent about a week ago and I'll be moving in sometime next week. Right now I'm staying with my grandma as I'm no longer welcome at my parent's home. I've been through some hard times these last few weeks, but I think I'm okay and I think it'll be better for me to break away from the place where I've been mistreated.
Oh, by the way, people can be so stupid. I had a customer ask me if I was having a baby (which I'm not) and I'm thinking yeah, thanks for calling me fat.

It's great having my license. For the first time in a long time, I feel very normal. I've never experienced such freedom before and its amazing. If I want to go somewhere, I can just go, I don't have to wait for some one to pick me up at work. This is what I've been missing out on for years. Only someone who has had to wait a long time for their licence can understand how I feel at this time.